18 Days Past

已经过了十八天的单身生活，当初以为不能康复的我，心情总算平复得七七八八了。这些日子，很感谢那些陪伴着我的朋友，纵然有些人也完全不知道发生什么事，但就是想说声谢谢。最近我都在旅行社里兼职，兼职的时间性质比较自由，上天是眷顾着我的，而且和同事们也相处得很开心。除了上班，我也在教会里，和事奉心弦这个以音乐做福传的团体一起举办一些活动，活动正在筹备着，等正式宣传的时候，希望大家会多多支持！再过几天，我就飞了，不知道这一次在海南岛会不会遇到一些什么新鲜的事情，我期待着。。。其实，我还想说。。。从前我常常为了工作和爱情，从来都没有主动联络朋友，不知道是不是年纪越来越大的关系，有时候在收拾房间看见过去的东西，我总是回忆起过往。然后我自己在分析着，才发现原来自己的人生分成了这么多段，而每一段时期都有不同的人陪在身边，到头来没有一个是陪我度过全部的。。。或许我这样说，会对不起玫瑰，如果让玫瑰看到了这一段，我大概会被揍个脸青鼻肿吧。我最近在看《溏心风暴》，我知道我是很慢，每个人都在看《家好月圆》了，就只能怪自己忙咯，我也没法像我的朋友那样，只需用几天的时间甚至牺牲睡眠的时间来“煲剧”哈哈！前几天和朋友去唱K，他再多一年就会成为飞机师了！我很期待，他说他会载我飞，飞机坐多了，但是由朋友来开，我真的觉得很兴奋！



这十八天来，你过得好吗？你不再想我了，对吗？

I’ve been living in single life for 18 days, at first I really thought that I can’t take it, but now I finally feel better. I wanna thank those who accompanied me these days, even though some of you don’t really know what happened on me; just give me a chance to say thanks here. I am now working as a part timer in my ex travel agency, I feel comfortable and more freedom as a part timer, and also feel happy to work together with all colleagues. Besides working, I also come back to the church team – Heartstrings to run evangelization and some events, all the activities is still in processing, once I started the promotional tours, hope all of you give a big support! Just another few days more, I will be flying to Hainan Island again, I’m expecting something special to happen in this trip, trying to make the journey wonderful and meaningful… In fact, I wanted to say... because of busy on working and my emotional life, I was seldom looking and yum cha with my friends, I think maybe I’m getting old, sometimes when I clean my room and see some old things, all these make me recall, and back to the past. And then I found out, there are so many different parts in my whole life, and different people were being with me in different parts, at the end, no one was with me throughout the whole life; it is just keep changing new face and new face… I should apologize to Roserose for saying that, if Roserose had read this then I think I will die. I am also watching a Hong Kong drama Hearts of Greed , I know I am very slow, because everybody is already watching the Ga Hou Yue Yuen , but I just don’t have enough time, I can’t watch it every night and sacrifice my sleeping time like all my friends haha! I went to karaoke with my friend in last few days; he will become a pilot soon! I am so exited, cause he said he will fly me! Even though I have so many flying experience but still feeling exited!

18 days past… how are you? You don’t miss me anymore, do you?

不曾停止飞行

《Never Stop Flying》

01.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia/ Hainan Island, China.
02.10.2008 Hainan Island, China.
03.10.2008 Hainan Island, China.
04.10.2008 Hainan Island, China.
05.10.2008 Hainan Island, China/ Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
06.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
07.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
08.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
09.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
10.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
11.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia/ Kathmandu, Nepal.
12.10.2008 Kathmandu, Nepal.
13.10.2008 Kathmandu, Nepal.
14.10.2008 Kathmandu, Nepal.
15.10.2008 Kathmandu, Nepal.
16.10.2008 Kathmandu, Nepal.
17.10.2008 Kathmandu, Nepal.
18.10.2008 Kathmandu, Nepal/ Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
19.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia/ Bali, Indonesia.
20.10.2008 Bali, Indonesia.
21.10.2008 Bali, Indonesia.
22.10.2008 Bali, Indonesia/ Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
23.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
24.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
25.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
26.10.2008 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia/ Guilin, China.
27.10.2008 Guilin, China.
28.10.2008 Guilin, China.
29.10.2008 Guilin, China.
30.10.2008 Guilin, China.
31.10.2008 Guilin, China.
01.11.2008 Guilin, China.
02.11.2008 Guilin, China/ Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

不论飞到多远，我会记得所有我们的画面，可知我多迷信我们。

Mcgregor Left Me Alone

这是我第一次养的鱼，是打架鱼，是你送给我的。可是十号那晚，你跟我提出分手了。这是我们第二次分手，你说我是你的初恋，你还想和其他人一起看看外面的世界。然后，我们的鱼--麦格礼格，不知道是不是感应到我们的分离，从鲜艳的蓝色和红色，转成了暗淡的深蓝色和深红色。没想到，昨天就死了。像我们的爱情，忽然之间，死了。

你不知道，其实，再过几天，就是我们在一起的三个月纪念日了，我们最后还是跨不过，就死了。

明天的中秋节，我们分裂了。

好想念你。我还记得我们相识的那一天。你记得吗？

还有，你说过：“无论你得了什么病，我都会一直爱着你。” 爱着你。

This is the first time I rare a fish, its a fighting fish, you gave me that. But on the 10th of this month, you told me to break up again. This is the second time you said this, you said I am your first love, you feel like to be with others to experience more. And then, our fish -- Mcgregor, I guess it sensed the broken between us, therefore it changes its color, from sharp blue and sharp red turn to dark blue and dark red. And out of my expectation, Mcgregor dies yesterday. Like our love, suddenly, die.

You dont know, just another few days more, we have been together for 3 months, but still we cant pass it at the end, and die.

Tomorrow is Moon Cake Festival, people get reunion on this day, we break.

I miss you so much. I still remember the first day we met. Do you remember?

And you told me before:" No matter how sick you are in the future, I will always be with you and love you." Loving you.